you are right. Most women don't get into sucking to receive self pleasure from it. I started noticing in my 20s. I would be in an adult theater with couches. straight porn. dark, except for the glow from the movie. guys had their hard cocks out jerking.(me too). I started realizing I was getting more aroused watching a guy jerk off and cum more than the movie itself. So i always had this feeling of wanting to suck a cock to experience it. it wasn't until in my 30s that i was jerking off in a private booth (no door) that i noticed a guy stranding there watching me.he was rubbing his hand against his shorts. on a whim, i motioned for him to come towards me. i was seated. when he got close his crotch was eye level and his bulge was obvious, running alone the inside of his pants. i rubbed my hand along his shaft for about 30 seconds. his cock was so hard. i looked up at him and said "take it out for me". he pulled it out and it was so ridged. i stroked it slowly gazing at it. what a perfect hardon and head to match. then i went for it. i slid my lips over his head and shaft curling my tongue on the underside of his shaft. i got this rush throughout my body. what a sensational feeling, sliding a complete stranger cock in and out of my mouth. i placed my hands on the sides of his thighs completely lost in the moment. i just kept sliding my mouth back and forth over his shaft. eventually, i moved one hand up to one his nipples. his nipple was erect through his thin tshirt. i gently caressed it as i continued to suck.eventually, he placed one of his hands on my shoulder and rubbed along my shoulder and the side of my neck. i could tell the pace of his breathing was increasing. he placed his hand on the back of my head and i moved my hand back down to his thigh. his cock began to pulse as he started letting out soft moans, he then tensed up as he released his cum in my mouth. my first taste of cum.it wasn't bitter or unpleasant at all while i swallowed him and continued to move my mouth over his shaft, ensuring i got every drop. i've been hooked ever since. in fact i am hard now just reliving this experience.